Tears101

It's still morning and I can't help crying over some things that I can't stop thinking about. I am too bothered with just about everything. Life itself is leaving me here way past my should-be-present-life. I have this feeling that people keep on leaving me, no matter how much I kept holding on to ropes that were cut and loosely tied back together again. Most of the time, I want to let go of that rope because I feel like I am just not worth it, that I am such a heavy baggage ang this baggage should be left here alone. I feel like I am that something that's been holding back people from their true happiness because I think that I am not that; I was never that. I just don't want ot be that someone who holds people back from what they truly deserve, and I know, they don't deserve someone as messed and fucked up as me because they deserve the best.