"Until the worst actually happened, I wouldn't listen to anybody telling me otherwise. I could always find an excuse."

 -TVD S05E02

I think it wasn't normal for me. The worst had happened. I kept finding excuses even if I didn't want to. Even if I only forced myself to find those excuses.

Maybe I'm just too good a person that I keep on giving people the benefit of the doubt even if they didn't deserve it.

I don't exactly know what that meant but I do know I didn't want any of those anymore. Not anymore. Since the worst happened.

Last post for this blog. I have no more use for this.

HERE ME SING! And I'd be ready for any humiliations because I'm hardcore \m/

Here's the link. Hihi

If You Ever Change Your Mind (Cover)

Just learned this song few minutes before I decided to record myself.  HAHA!

I will never again tell a love story for mine died and I will soon be right behind it.

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To have loved a grenade like me made me realize how stupid it is to try to save others from my own impending fragmentation.

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Love, 

You have sunk me; 

the irreparably broken.

You don't know how happy I was seeing you in your Gala and how proud I am of you to finally reach the the finish line of your college life. I wanted to hug you tight today like I never hugged you before, like it'll be the last time I would get to hug you. But you ignored me. Like I wasn't even there  so I didn't hug you like I wanted to. Didn't even say anything except "Wala sapakanay?" and yeah. It sucked for me to act as if it was okay. To tell you the truth, it wasn't even close to the idea of okay.

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Love is you.

When I suddenly stare into nothing, she licks me so I can come back to reality.

When I feel like crying, hugging her is more than enough to stop the tears from falling. 

When I don't want to wake up in the morning, she finds her way to me and keep on licking and pulling my hair with her teeth until I finally get out of bed.

When I feel so down, just seeing her running around or just sleeping in her little corner is enough to make me feel okay. 

This baby girl has filled me with love and happiness that I need in the mess that I am right now.

I love you, cutiieeee. Please slow down with growing up. <3